Saturday, April 18, 2009

It's Gotta Count for Something Right?

I have been praying for clarity this whole week.

I've been asking God to help me understand and to help me explain.

I've been asking God to help me know what to do; what the right answer is.

And today I felt like I got it. I felt like He answered my prayers.

But what do you do when the answer is something that is found contradictory to those who you rely on?

How do you push through?

I've never been faced the prospect of having a way of thinking that was not the same as my family's. This has never happened before so now I find myself burdened. At odds.

Because how do you stand tall when the people you the love most won't stand with you?
*sigh* I can only take comfort in the fact that...I'm not alone.

God is faithful to those who are faithful.

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