Monday, December 14, 2009

in the aftermath

“I will love You, O Lord, my strength.

The Lord is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer;
My God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.
I will call upon the Lord, who is worthy to be praised;
So shall I be saved from my enemies."

Psalm 18:1-3


It's moments like these where I find myself conflicted with the ever present reality of my sin. What's hard is knowing what is right and more importantly what the "right" answer is, but not being able to pull yourself away from doing the motions. What's hard is immersing yourself in what is right. I have struggled for many years over knowing and doing. Whether it be from knowing my room is dirty to cleaning it or knowing that I am sinning and stopping myself. I struggle every day and will continue to struggle and the only answer I know that is right is to trust that God is sustaining and that if I just continue to pray for Him to guide me, I'll be able to get through.


in times of failure.

in times I fail

in times that I'm

completely derailed


You support me

You keep me whole

Lord you complete me

You saved my soul.

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